Purifying Ourselves
PURIFYING OURSELVES
Cl. Mario D’Couto SDB
In the book of Exodus, we see Moses encountering God in the form of a burning bush. On looking at the burning bush, he wanted to go (out of curiosity) forward by his own powers in order to comprehend the exterior ‘why’ of God though his reasoning powers. But he learned that the first step to receive God’s ultimate revelation of Himself was to be stripped, unencumbered by his own self. Moses became God’s prophet when he was completely purified in his heart having taken off his shoes, leaving behind all of his securities and protection. Purity of heart is an attitude of the Christian of constant conversion, of turning to the indwelling Trinity abiding within him and crying out constantly that every past memory, every experience of yesterday, last year or at the beginning of consciousness be brought under Jesus Christ, just as it is rightly written in the second letter of St. Paul to the Corinthians, “Cast down the imaginations and bring into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.” (2 Corinthians 10:5)
In John 9:39-41, the Pharisees protest that they see and therefore are not blind. Jesus agrees that they do see, but by their own light and therefore they are guilty. The Pharisees did not want to understand deeply enough. They were concerned with self-righteous seeing. What does this mean?
To see the darkness within ourselves is itself a gift. It is an opportunity for those of us without sight to see, to be grieved that we are blind. By doing this, we allow Jesus to remove our guilt and give us His Truth, that Truth which will set us free. What a delightful experience it is to give ourselves over to the light of Jesus that reveals the darkness of our hearts! What joy we experience when we consider what we have been saved from, “If the light inside you is darkness, what darkness that will be!” (Matthew 6:23). There is even greater joy in considering what we have been saved for, “Happy the pure in heart, they shall see God” (Matthew 5:8). All this is by the power of His love!
What we mean by the heart is the center of our emotions. Purity of heart is a metaphor for the removal of the inner defilement, the very source of sin within us, our inner disposition. What is to be cleansed is that deep impurity which is man’s pride.