Silence - The Other Side of Prayer
Silence – The Other Side of Prayer
Cl. Mario D’Couto SDB
The
word ‘prayer’ for most of us is associated with a series of petitions. We ask
God for so many favours and sometimes it seems as though the ‘content’ of our
prayer is just that – asking God for this or that. There is, however, another
side of prayer which most of us forget and that is silence.
Imagine
a boy and a girl going on a date for the first time. If one of them is going to
be talking or bragging about one’s self all the time, it is most likely that
one’s first date is going to become a ‘flop show’. In fact, this is one of the
ground rules of “First dates”. Keeping this as our back ground, meaningful
prayer does not consist in making a series of petitions. Our Heavenly Father
knows what we need even before we could ask Him, as Jesus as our Lord has
rightly asserted in the Gospels. What we need to do rather is to just feel His
presence by sitting in silence.
I
believe our prayer lives is a lot like relationships and one of the basic things
about relationships is communication. For just as a fruitful and lasting
relationship is a consequent of the communication and the transparency that
exists between two people, the same applies in our relationship with God. Relationship
is never a one-way traffic.
Praying
involves spending time with God and just as a person spends time with another
person whom he or she loves, getting to know him or her more and more closely,
the same applies in our knowledge of God. The more time we spend with Him in
silence, we will eventually come to discover the love and care that He has for
us.
Now,
there are some who may feel, “But how do I know whether God is speaking
to me?” It is not very difficult to find out whether God is speaking to
someone. God need not necessarily speak in a ‘supernatural’ way. He speaks to
everyone in the ordinary circumstances in life. He speaks to us through the
birds, the trees, through nature, through one’s family, through the daily
encounters that one experience whether it is at work, at games and so on. However,
this would be possible only if one is tuned into God and that means spending
time with Him in silence. When we learn to value the time we have with God,
then we will be able to discern the various ways through which God speaks to
us.
Our
conscience is also one of the ways through which God speaks to us. But too
often we are constantly pre-occupied with the nitty -gritties of life and therefore
we don’t have or rather miss out on time with ourselves and with God.
Finally,
it is important to have a good confessor and spiritual director. In our
spiritual journey, there may be instances and events which may seem significant
for the right or the wrong reasons and sometimes we are not fully competent by
ourselves to judge or discern what is right for ourselves. It is therefore
necessary to have a good confessor or a spiritual director who can guide us
along the right path in our spiritual journey. If a person like John Paul II,
could have a confessor and a spiritual director, who are we to think of
ourselves?