The Phenomenon of Sin - A Lenten Reflection
THE
PHENOMENON OF SIN – A LENTEN REFLECTION
Mario
D’Couto
In this season of lent, I thought of sharing something
that touches me personally and some of the insights that I have gained through
reading and experience. In trying to live out our lives, it is but natural that
human as we are, we would fall down. Yet that does not mean we should give up.
Christ is our example in this regard who showed us that only in conversation
with God can afflicted souls find refuge given the number of hours He spent in
prayer besides His public ministry. Human life is a constant struggle, not only
as a quest for survival or making ends meet but on a deeper level, it is about being
the person that God wants us to be.
The irony of sin is that there is a hidden good present
inside it. No one commits evil for its own sake. St. Augustine speaks about
this by illustrating his own personal experience of stealing peaches from his
neighbour’s garden in his classic, “Confessions”.
What’s interesting about this was that he did this, not because he was hungry
or not because someone was desperately in need of it. It was for the sheer
pleasure of stealing, that is to say, it was the excitement that accompanied
taking something from someone else’s place.
Human beings desire only good things. We want what is
sweet to taste, what is comfortable, what makes us more free, what removes
difficulties from our lives. Moreover, all these things are good because God
has created them that way, “And God saw
everything that He had made and behold, it was very good” (Gen 1:3) All the things in the world
share, in some way, in God’s glory. Every artwork bears the distinctive mark of
its artist, so every creature is a manifestation of a natural sacrament of the
Creator. It is the sample of divine glory that makes the things of this world
so attractive to us. Sins are thus caused out of an immoderate liking for
material things.
Using the example of our first parents, we can say that
the tree of good and evil was not bad in itself as it is noted in Genesis that “the tree was good for food and that it was
a delight to the eyes and that the tree was to be desired to make one wise”
(Gen 3:6). However, God had
commanded our first parents to sacrifice those goods for a higher good, which
they did not. The fruit was not evil but their disobedience certainly was.
Another interesting fact about the phenomenon of sin is
that self – preservation and hunger are deep – seated animal instincts, for
which the body produces internal physical responses. Yet one does not find this
in the case of faith, hope and love. There is no ‘gland’ so to say that
indicates the void or the need for such qualities.
Apparently, this may seem to put our human condition in a
bad light, like as though there is no hope at all or that we are to be
‘doomed’. However, the truth is, God does not dwell in a soul which He does not
first inflame with a love of Him and charity for others, for Christ Himself said
He came to set the world on fire. It is up to us respond.
Human freedom is something we need to understand. We can
make or break ourselves based on the way we use this unique ability which is
why we are unique in God’s creation. Satan plays on this very well and is very
crafty in this regard. There is a nice analogy which St. Francis De Sales uses
to illustrate this phenomenon of sin and virtue. According to him, both operate
in the same way, that is to say, in as much as God does not force us to do
good, the evil one cannot force us to do evil. When a man tries to woo a woman,
he cannot just say ‘I love you’ or ‘I want to marry you’. It is a gradual
process. It is only by getting to know the person and gaining the confidence of
the other that he can ‘drop the bomb’. Something similar happens when it comes
to virtue and sin. God always offers His grace, love and mercy but He will
never force us to respond; that is in our hands. Likewise, the same applies for
the temptation to sin. Satan does not have direct access to our will but he can
tempt us and he is smart at it. If we are to depend on our own strength, we
will perish (let’s not forget that he too was an angel of God at one time). It
is only by God’s grace that we can overcome the enemy. A good example to cite
in this regard was when St. Peter gave a huge assurance to our Lord that he was
willing to die with Jesus. We all know what happened to him after that. The
reliance on his own strength led to his shameful fall by denying our Lord three
times. How true it is that we can neither propose nor execute any good, unless
if supported by the Almighty.
This is the hard truth that we all have to accept: that
ultimately we are nothing. When our Lord was confronted by Pilate where He was
told that he had the power to release Him or crucify Him, Jesus apt response
says it all, “You have no power over Me if it were not given from above.”
It is important to realize that falling down should not
deter us on our path to spiritual fulfilment. Rather, what is important is to
get up. Discouragement has always been the devil’s greatest weapon. It is his
entry to destroy our lives.
The tempter of pious souls often magnifies the
imperfections, persuading the faithful to their duties, imperfect in
confessions, tepid in Holy Communion and deficient in prayer. Thus with various
scruples he keeps them in constant alarm, seeking to distract them from their
exercise as if God had forgotten or forsaken them. However, God only expects
patience and perseverance. For the patience of such a soul is a prayer in
itself, prevailing more with God than any prayers said with great emotional
fervour. Hence, we should never forsake any work of piety, however disinclined
religiously we may find ourselves.
This, in other words, is to say that it is good to be
tempted. The reason precisely being that God uses it as a way of bringing us
close to Himself. The very fact that we feel remorse after having done
something wrong indicates that there is something good about temptations. St.
John Vianney would say that the devil only tempts those souls that wish to
abandon sin and those that are in a state of grace. The others belong to him;
he has no need to tempt them. Another statement of this that goes on similar lines
is that the greatest of all evils is not to be tempted because then that could
be an indication that the devil looks upon us as his property. What is
important, therefore, is not to get discouraged and keep fighting the good
fight.