Recovering religious attitudes
RECOVERING
RELIGIOUS ATTITUDES
Mario
D’Couto
It is one thing to be religious; this is what we are
called to be. But, it is another thing to maintain a religious spirit – a
spirit which is not so much steeped in the nitty – gritty of rituals, formulas
or prayerful incantations but a spirit that really cherishes being in union
with God. This can be a challenge given the kind of lives that we may find
ourselves in where there is so much to do, that we forget what’s truly
important and what matters really most in our lives. Fr. Adrian Van Kaam gives
us a practical solution to this problem in his book, “Am I living a spiritual
life?” and this blogpost/article/reflection is to address it.
Just as a good ground is necessary to help a seed to
germinate, so too a receptive heart is necessary to liberate the religious attitudes
hidden in the Word. Joy, wonder and gratitude are attitudes in which the Word
can mature and bear fruit. Why do these qualities seem absent from our lives?
Perhaps because we live in a period that places so much emphasis on
productivity that we may have lost sight of the Word from whom all goodness and
joy originate.
Like the seed among thorns, the Word may have been choked
off by our anxiety over the demands of an active life. Preoccupation with
professional competence has led us to overdevelop our active, aggressive
qualities at the expense of these more receptive ones. Joy, wonder and
gratitude have been crowded out by unhappiness and self – centredness.
Competence ceases to be at the service of the Word and became an end in itself.
In Fyodor Dostoevsky’s
novel, “The Brothers Karamazov”, a character named Zossima, an elder of the
monastery near the village, was prized by the people for his wisdom and sought
by many for his counsel. Of all this who visited him, Zossima was drawn to the
sinful. It seemed to the monk that the greater the sinner, the more he loved
him, for these troubled people best represented the human condition.
What witness can such people give? Hope comes when and if
the self – centred and demanding person recognizes his faults and his need for
a Saviour. The Lord looks at his efforts, not at his success and loves him in
his weakness. Such spiritual transformation is a life – long process. It cannot
be hastened according to one’s pace. If a person is going to change, he will
change in God’s time, not according to his own time. He would say, “My
criticism will do nothing to lighten the burden he already carries. Perhaps the
only way he will be freed to experience the attitude of joy, wonder and
gratitude is by meeting in me a reflection of the sympathy and compassion of
his Saviour.”
Zossima, the holy man, knew what it was to be gentle with
the weak. He knew that God is in charge, not him. He cannot know the struggles going
on in the hearts of others but he can be compassionate when he sees signs of
the weakness he knows he shares with them; both need redemption. Especially sad
is the person who is immersed in spiritual opportunities yet does not grow in
maturity, who does not radiate joy, wonder and gratitude that seem to be a
spontaneous outgrowth of a life of intimacy with Christ. What has gone wrong?
There are many reasons that can be given. However, one
thing that seems consistent is what is called ‘spiritless religion’. The word
itself indicates the root of the problem – to be without spirit which happens
when the spirit or the core of the person’s self seems to die. When this happens,
it seems as though reality becomes so lifeless that it appears to have
permeated all dimensions of a person’s life. The functional aspects may have
taken over. At some point, the person allowed functionalism to become the
motivating force in his life – faithfully following social rules of conduct but
without giving these the personal meaning that comes from a life enlightened by
the spirit.
Life has become an automatic reaction rather than a spirit
– centred response. because this person’s spirit has been denied, he can no
longer meet the challenges of his own unfolding nor imbibe the spiritual
nourishment the Christian community offers. His life lacks buoyancy. Is there
anything that can be done to restore such a person back to a vibrant spiritual
life?
When a person finds himself dying for lack of spiritual food,
he may find his way back to his own spirit wherein dwells the Holy Spirit – the
source of all religious attitudes. But there is no one formula for restoration.
God works in mysterious ways. It is easy to presume that all Christians should
be happy and well adjusted and for some this may be true, but it is also true
that there is a lot of unhappiness in our lives. If we humbly accept this fact,
we may also be able to accept our need for salvation.
We can idealize the Christian community, making the community
itself the source of our happiness rather than Christ in Whom we already exist.
In Him, we humbly accept the limitations that will always be within ourselves
and others due to sin, but we seek as well to reach our fullest potential as
saints. Without this approach, we will continue to count on our strength when
all we can count on is the support of the Lord. We may begin to build a community
on the basis of our own self – image rather give glory and praise to God by
accepting the limits of our situation.
We are all a fallen people. We will never know what demons
of heredity or history are clinging to the other’s heart and impending the
other person’s way. We cannot know to what extent his/her inner vision is
distorted by past experiences nor how his/her unconscious system of defenses works
against the call of his/her deepest self. All we can see in our brother/sister’s (in Christ) life is the cross he/she is carrying. We cannot know whether suffering is for
him/her a purifying experience or not. Perhaps he or she has responded generously
to the call of grace God has allowed to echo in his/her life. Maybe he/she is
struggling in spite of repeated failures to overcome his/her faults. It could
be that his or her life is the result of a series of sinful rejections of God’s
mercy – but we cannot judge.
When I see the other person suffer or struggling with a
certain aspect of his or her personality, it is a reminder to me of my own
weakness (Matthew 7: 3 – 5). Perhaps he/she is a reminder to all of us that salvation
is from the Lord and does not come from spiritual exercises as such (although
it can be additional help). Our only hope is in the mercy of God. It does not depend
on our track record of religious achievements.
The life of the most spiritual person in the world would
become a curse the moment he/she rested in satisfied complacency. When my brother/sister’s
(in Christ) condition reminds me of my sinfulness, then perhaps he or she is
carrying out a special mission to remind not just me but the entire community
of Christians of its need for redemption.